Back at square one and a half

I applied for a position where my boyfriend works and although many have told me this might not be a good idea, it's just refreshing to be in a different environment whatever this situation may be. However, of course, I am not getting the job since they are planning to hire some from within. I knew it was coming, it's just unbearable. Not the fact that I won't be able to work with him, but just the idea that I would be experiencing and learning a whole new thing. All I could say is, oh well.

I am starting my web design class this evening. I'm in that place where I keep laying my bricks down in hopes that it's the path I'm bound to take. Who knows.