My life, as of now, cannot bear the situation I am currently in. As much as I'd like to think there is always light at the end of the tunnel, my mind just keeps wondering why can't I just have a flash light in hand instead of waiting for that light at the end?
The recent domino effect seem to make my hope of ever getting out, deteriorate. But who am I to complain about this? I am done complaining really. I am sick of hearing myself. Hearing myself tell others. But for some reason, I just have the urge to tell it to people. Is it for pity's sake? Or am I yearning for some more encouragement other than what I am trying to create deep down?
I am a part-timer. And due to current transition of the company, my eligibility was-to say the least- undermined by that fact my accrued hours are not enough to benefit from their benefits.
Now, I am desperate
